moment

In the moment , many things are possible to happen , can you guess or predict what will happen the next second ? In the next may happen doomsday ?! oh~ terror huh?! But in my opinion this is not dreadful for me . Not only me, can said so. Lost your way is quite terror too just as lost you love. But love is just a feeling , JUST! The feel of these are unexplained in Scientific .
Cast back my topic , doomsday can be explain and predict when it happen . We can save it but we even lazy to do , Thanks to a time convenient.

0000am now .
Is quite hard to fall in sleep recent . Too excited? Maybe. Thanks to my lovely friends , and prepared a surprise . I am shocked this time , don't worried that failure girls =)
It is enough . I get what I get , took the time to prepare it. wow~ I am dazed to say thank again . Just appreciate , Love all of you . A small wishes warm me ! Hey! That worth for me for prepared all the birthday of all of you okay? =X Don't chatter , GAN JIA QI ! =P
I 'm not good at expression , appreciate again.


Amigo , the meaning of friends .

Friends not for utilize . Expend do not have to return pay .

Some of you watched these may laugh on me and saying this girl was ridiculous*
Do you know? If what I said * you done , that shown you are so superficial . because you never tried what i had tried. You can say why you have to try it too. Put your mind long-range , experience help you to growth up.
As what I said . Disagree just leave , this was who I am.

don't care

谁也能改变，你管不了，懂吗？
不要为了什么名利的，ridiculous.
That s what a fool done.
但也因这才能生存.
The reason was I am not superwoman , don't even care so much, that was lose control .

Whatever?

A man that was out of expect that can treat her so good. You should appreciate , from the other side .. someone are not same as you [so lucky] =|
Cant endure just make a decision to solve the problem , until the end the only suffer is just the same . That s yourself.
When you know no one will care about you , the situation just like in dilemma ,oh! how terror was it.. tell yourself I am independent I can do myself..
Whatever .. no people to depend on , trust on .. express your feeling . BLOGGING~ That what I 'm doing =) Nothing can upset you . Just show your brilliant smile .



=) whatever

Future

The brightly future.. I have you have everyone can get it see whether that you pondered? I want I have I need =) these attractive stuff who will give up it. no matter how
Study hard? Have a excellent educate ? You wonder you can Just a word , HARD!
Social problem ? don't treat it as a small matter . Cause of it you may die .. =| No wonder how hard how good you treat other , since you done a mistake It is so hard to wake up from fall down .. Or schemed by else? umm~ don't blame the god , Haha you can just think that you are so unlucky . Does someone will sympathetic you? Sure . But cause of this sympathetic sight , can it delighting you? No matter how, the scar was left there .. On your mind , it may give you a big warning . BEWARE
*Work hard to find a resolution to have a bright future , you worthy =) The future lay in your own hand *[copied]

open your mind you can see the wonderful world ♥

friends♥

A common friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has lend their shoulder to let you cried. An ordinary friend does not know your parents last name. A real friend has their phone address book.
An ordinary friend bring along a bottle of wine participate your party. A real friend will help you prepare early and late in order to help you clean up and go.
An ordinary friend hate you make a call after his sleep. A real friend will ask why called that moment.
A common friend will find you talk about your troubles. A true friend will help you solve your troubles. An ordinary friend curious about your romance. A real friend could threaten you say so. A common friend when they visit as a guest the same. A real friend opens the fridge put up their own stuff.
A common friend will think friendship has ended after a fight. A true friend were understand when you are not fight not called a real friendship. A common friend expects you to always be at his side to accompany him. A real friend expects to always accompany you.. [appreciate♥]

stress

What a stress WEEKS!!!!
I'm going to boom out!!!
BLESS me!!!!!!!!!! next week.. bio! physic! add math!

newsflash

*my bang was cover my eyes =\*
NEWS!! I am not single now , I have relation with a boy =) I am not lesbian. uhhuh*
not flaunt.. ^-^ just hope to share my happiness here not because I am not single I finally found a person that can take care on me and shown when i needed . Why should I explained so much.. I am satisfied ♥ *Thanks*
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Since now, I am started to do my revision . Exam coming.. scratching head =(
Mid year exam.. cannot play play TT Have to afford twenty six papers . Aliluya*
Bless me = _
oh! I'm planning the coming I U day too. Hehehehehehehe!! have perform that day. Ahhr~ With my friend.. Must be success this time . Expecting.. =|








Is time to sleep .
lyn

recently

Recently , less blogging . Nothings special happened ..
I learn to release =] even don't care what you said and done on me now , the reason is i think i won i have my real friends that you don't have .. and you just know to schemed someone and get what you want and not to try to get out a heart share with others.. that you never tried.. I tried this on you before my reward was hurt by you . this dippy murder =P you are nasty ! bleuk : P You have a lot of friend , and no one is purely.. and just will compare with you how good there are =X
Why do you became so .. odium? or is I did not really understand about you ? this.. not suppose to be you , you know? I trust you before . And not to became stand on their side and hurt me together . That s not fun, totally not.. Is feeling so fatigue of your odious attitude =[ So love about my everything and promote it in public .. =| thanks a lot!! Thanks for everything you do on me.. I learn a lot in this journey , I learn artifice to protect my self ..but not your remorse , that just an artifice to gain sympathy. foolish =| one a day , you will wake up .. And i will bless you ( =
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Bad and good thing should be separate obviously =)
aww~ take a deep breath*.. that i really miss my friend so much.. Chew yee leng.. when you come back miss you so much la : ( better bring some souvenir d= don't mock me a!!! >3<

everythings is still the same with you ♥
aprpreciate ♥

I FEEL

I FEEL ♥
DISAPPOINTED , TIRED , UPSET , IDLENESS , PERTURB , CONFUSED , DELIGHT , SWEET , ANGER .. all of these shown sudden
In my memory , have a lot of wonderful stories , i am sixteen i tried i do i pondered .. grateful for everything god! although it was not perfect [no ones is perfect]*
Everything can be explain by every angle except LOVE . Full of mysterious hidden in ♥
Can you feel it ? Do you love it ? Do you agree ?
whatever =) i don't care ! I love . It made the world cover by colour .. Colours of life =| sometimes you may hate it but without this can you live in this world ?
love can break a family love can grab a life love make you convince
love can produce a family love can save a life love make you willing
thats why .. you hate or love




Don't hide in a dilemma when trapped by problem . release . just let it go . When cont , it might break someday

three words

i love you
these words .. when you heard these words =D you just prepare to lie on and wait people to serve you .. you deserve it girls =)

[girls should be protected not abandon : ) ]

cheers!! =) leng , the day will come ~ just wait , it will be not long ago

MIND

3.43pm now . today i don't attend school and until now i haven't took my bath and just lie on bed took a rest and consider a lot of things..
why do people mind so complicated ?! if this world do not have human animal plant do not have money this stuff of thing do not have scientist to produce new stuff. IF all empty . Don't ask why i have to think so pessimist way this may be a great things too. Do that we don't have think how to protect our self and become schemed to hurt someone and get something that wonder do not be upset and perturb that we can't get our love
human wont be grateful and appreciate that what they have , someday they may forget who beside them too .. =|
inversely IF don't have emotion we could never tried the happiness like heaven ..
see people is so contradiction such as me .. who call that i am a human and just like everyone have a brain and nerve cell help me to ponder on..
if have a million year to live i have non stop comment on this world

end at 4.12pm my word ♥ lyn

30.3.2010 (tuesday)

Many things goes to us recently .. we are keep growth up , every things may changed . have to try to accept the new life in the new year. It is the time to learn more from every thing that happened even those bad or happiness .
I am back =) to here.. blogging! have a lots of thing to share here.. where should i start from.. =|
Do you feeling tired of pretending? i am ~ but why should you do that? because i don't want to lose you such as a friend.. I said to stop and endure but i changed my mind again , i cant take any action because that is also your freedom to say any thing but not without thinking of others feeling..I am blaming you . just let me said and scold enough personally , that is the great consolation for me .. I am not scolding you or even fight with you in facing . because i am not the previous me the childish that just will talk nonsense stubborn me.. i am trying to change the better more ..
after heard what you said we are not straightly to think what to scold you next is thinking our self is it really we done wrongly? but you will never know how sad was us how hurt was it .. how much the tears shown .. but i hope you would never know because i don't need any sympathetic sight to look on me .. actually what is wrong? that all you said is definitely ? why do not you try to listen to us ? every side diff thing , i know that ..
Have to take a second often to control my self and arrange my mood .. someone will said why you so care about it you can just pull off the face with xxx ? it is so easy to say out what you like , when turn on you , you would never know how to do the correctly decision, that is so HARD for me! Do you think that i so love to act on nothing and keep smile to talk with you? actually i hate it much that people said me fake .. i am not willing that
friends..
think back that we were having sweet memories when we are primary school .. our childhood without scheming .. the purest child ♥ so sweet .. sigh*
but we have to be mature now and beware of every things .. that my dad told me be carefull all the time don't look the nicely face you could don't know how black was it heart.. i am doing this twenty four hours what he told.. how terrible was this world now..


end at 12.45 am my word ♥ lyn